Just cant be Bothered

The last few days havent been great, ill be taking that idiot Lauren off of my previous blogs as she has annoyed me so much. Yesterday i just couldnt stop my self after she had threatened to beat me up. Im not normally violent atall but today was different. Today was just seeing red. It all begun yesterday when i saw her outside my maths room mocking me and some other friends. She annoyed so much that immediatley stopped working and ran outside of the classroom to look for lauren. she had dashed round the corner before i could get there but i got her in the end, I grabbed her by the shoulders and pushed her into the wall shouting in her face " Leave me the **** alone for gods sake" and things like that. i didnt realise that my history was standing right next to me . The teacher pulling me off of lauren. I had people around me that ive never even spoken to before saying things like "she touches you and ill kill her" and stuff like that which was reassuring but wasnt really what i wanted to hear at that moment to be honest. So the teacher asked me calmly to go down to her office and to wait there. By this time nearly all the maths rooms were peering outside of their classroom door only to see me walking down the corridor ready to throttle anyone that comes near me. Obviously (as youd expect) Lauren legged it the other way, Dodging any teacher in her path i should expect. Ms barling came down a short while after and i explained everything. After that she made me sit outside for ages as she went to talk to lauren. After that she made us sit in the same room and explained how if we did it again we would get excluded which really worried me quite to be honest. So i was fine with the whole "Stay away from eachother and everything will be fine" tactic. And so i stuck to this tactic the following day until lunchtime, when lauren shouts from the other side of the corridor "ooh she pushed me into a wall, is that all you could manage?" and so without thinking i shouted something which i cant remeber and calmly walked away with my other friends thinking that it was just another little tiff i suppose. Lunchtime went on (and on and on) when i noticed that lauren was folowing me. It grew to be a massive shouting "competition" at one another across the car park in eachothers faces. To be honest i couldve strangled the girl bu theld myself back (fortunatly). I think when my very good friend, charley, walked out casual from the school, only to find a massive argument going on, was quite shocked. So i went to my Health and Social lesson and tried to calm down because i think it was best if i calmed down as soon as possible. So yeh That was 17th and 18th December. I darent think about tomorow....